It just makes no sense!!!!

Ok, I know logically that those temps were likely fever temps and not related to O. I also know that if you somewhat disregard my chart before, oh, CD19 that it looks like the perfect O chart. Nice steady rise after a low dip. Also my CM and CP info more closely correlates.

But, I haven't often experienced mittleschmerz, but what I know about it is

1. It usually occurs BEFORE a woman ovulates
2. It last 2 days max...I think most information I read says it lasts for a few hours at most.

My frustration comes from having almost daily ovary pain (mostly on the left) for the last three days. I don't notice it ALL of the time, but especially at night. It just doesn't make sense. Plus, isn't most O spotting BEFORE O too? Why would I have O spotting after O??

This is just my mind messing with me giving me that kernel of hope that I am 8DPO and that this is some kind of implantation feeling and the bleeding was implantation spotting...and so on and so forth.

I know I'm supposed to be waiting. I know it's a crazy dream. But I also know I'll be slightly disappointed when AF shows this month.

Possible O!! **Updated**

OMG! I was having lots of high fertility signs (watery CM, VERY high, soft cervix) and so Saturday I knew I had just ONE O-test left in the house. I decided to test it and when I looked at it it was SO close to positive I wasn't sure if it was or not.

Here's a pic:

The test line (on the right) is just a shade lighter than the control line. I had stopped testing because around CD29 the test showed almost no test line and I thought I was a bust for this cycle. Then I started to take Fertility Blend and having high fertility signs.  I even felt O pain yesterday, on my left side!

I would have tested again around 8PM, but we were going over to see some friends. After we got home, it was kinda late (11:40PM) but I tested anyway with some O-tests I bought at Walgreens. It was negative, but I did have somewhat diluted urine and it was late in the day. The test instructions usually say not to test after 10PM.

I think before we go out to the pet store I'll see if I can test again.  Looking at my chart I had a HUGE dip about 3 days ago and have had a steady increase back up to baseline today. I'm keeping fingerscrossed that the temp keeps rising. Though I think since I still have very wet CM, O pains yesterday, and so on that perhaps I am O'ing today. We'll see. Click the banner above with the butterfly to view my chart and take the ovulation poll!

I'll keep you posted with new developments!

**Update**  So I did another test today and I got a positive! I labeled it wrong, it's supposed to be CD36 instead of CD35

But that's a beautiful positive! I can't believe it but now I am finally in the