I know most of this is due to AF beginning (soon I hope). Watching the news certainly isn't helping.
I just saw my psychiatrist and we were discussing how I was coping. I said that I knew that there were likely chromosomal reasons for the m/c and that "If God had wanted the baby to live he would have let it stay" I could barely finish. I broke down.
I want to go to counseling and hope that DH will go with me.
Just. So. Sad.