Thursday, September 2, 2010

Sorrow...

I know most of this is due to AF beginning (soon I hope). Watching the news certainly isn't helping.

I just saw my psychiatrist and we were discussing how I was coping. I said that I knew that there were likely chromosomal reasons for the m/c and that "If God had wanted the baby to live he would have let it stay" I could barely finish. I broke down.

I want to go to counseling and hope that DH will go with me.

Just. So. Sad.


2 comments:

Ms. Polka Dottie said...

(((Melissa))) I hope counseling helps and I am sure it will. I've been before and it does help. I'm also sure you are looking to God also. I know He is taking care of you and your DH.

Melissa said...

Thank you. Now I just need to look into counselors. I felt I needed to go anyway, but it is so much and insurance won't cover it.

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